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Public post for kicks and grins.

Key points:

Spent time in Dallas. Saturday spent the day with Diddy. Sunday spent the day with wyshadara, monday rearranged Riah's furniture and unpacked his kitchen boxes, Tuesday spent time with Riah before going back to Waco.

I just got around to flipping my wall calendar to August today. The year is going by really fast.

Yesterday I had the left side of my quad scaling done. My face hurts. monkhino went home. Probably won't see him again until the Alliance event in September. It won't matter since the year is blazing by so quickly anyway. I miss him though. He has been one of my best friends since blue_dragonfly and skye_ds. He's a good man.

Felt betrayed by who I considered to be one of my best friends. The person who used to be the most responsible, reliable, and selfless person I know, randomly turned into a flake out of nowhere. I'm worried about him, he seems to be changing. I'm worried about him, he seems to have no real reason for living anymore. He works, eats, and sleeps... no real motivation to do anything. It makes me sad.

I went to Wal-mart today, helped mom fix lunch. I'm fixing to go downstairs and bake bread and make potato soup.

I saw my high school crush in the store today. OMG. Sometimes I thank God for unanswered prayers.

Feeling kind of depressed today.

Made peace with a major part of my past.

Got my rear end handed to my by the diabetes fairy today.

Been having a strange urge to have a child.

Life... is just weird lately.

Tomorrow is cage cleaning day after which I will provide critter pictures.

Monday resumes job hunting.

Oh, I lost Desdemona and Trofi a couple of days apart. Dezzy was four. Trofi was roughly a year or so. Rebbecca, aka Methuselah the 4.5 year old immortal mouse, is still fine... Alone now, but fine. There won't be another mouse because I'm tired of this chain... When Rebbecca goes... I'll either sell the tanks or look into using them for fish. There aren't going to be any more mice, though.

Hopefully life will get better soon.


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Now playing: Beatles - There Are Places I Remember

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faoiltiama
Aug. 10th, 2008 12:19 am (UTC)
Sounds like you're in a hard/weird place right now. I'm sorry, but I know you'll get through it with your usual aplomb. Also, you're still not dying from tuberculosis, so that's something to be thankful for. ^_^
honehe
Aug. 10th, 2008 12:24 am (UTC)
Yes, and my immune system managed to kick that infection's arse and I'm already getting better. ^_^

Thank you, kind lady.
slow_mo_panda
Aug. 12th, 2008 02:13 am (UTC)
Can I ask why I'm not on your Flist anymore? :(
honehe
Aug. 12th, 2008 03:07 am (UTC)
A while back I took a whole bunch of people and communities off of my list because I couldn't keep up with lj. I can add you back, though. :)
slow_mo_panda
Aug. 12th, 2008 03:11 am (UTC)
That would be cool :)
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